To be or not to be?

When we were young, we were always asked to write - "What do you want to become when you grow up?"
I never really think much about it.... i answered.... doctor, lawyer, teacher.. all the common ones that our parents or teachers wanted us to be. All the commons one that we know of when we were young.

But i had a dream - I wanted to become an actress.
No kidding... I am good in hosting show or dinner. In fact I was the MC for most of my friends' wedding. I am fast in responding and I act well. (at least that is what I think) :) But why didn't I pursue this "dream"?

This is what I think.... The living is pushing you.. you just go-with-the-flow.. college, graduate... working... travel... and I have forgotten about my "dream". Until now... when I stop and look back. I felt that something is missing in my life.
I have a very good life now - not lack of anything.... but u always know - there is something missing. Now that I am looking for a new job. I ask myself "What do I really want?"



Today a friend posted a very meaningful song - it's something like it is never too late to do what you dream of. Well... is it?
It is not just a question - to be or not to be... it's more....

What are u looking at???

I wonder if anyone would read my blog??

Today I went to check on a couple of friend's blog and they have all stopped. No kidding... Almost of them have stopped.

However I see more and more ppl in Facebook. Has FB taken over blog writing??

Hmmmm sad... but I guess FB has a couple of good reasons.

I think the main one for me... is variety and user friendliness. FB offer many games... and in one blink u can already see the many activities by all your friends. Many games to play... but most of all... photos!! One stop solution!!

Can't believe I am saying it. I was the one that didn't support FB in the beginning.

Well anyway.. things change. I just thought I will write a little in my "long not written blog" for my fans. Hey what are u looking at??

How time no "see"

Is the 6th weeks now! (Gerade ist der sechste wochen)

And this is my first post after a long long time & further and further away. 

Been going to the school everyday since I arrived and today I have completed A1 level of study. Congratulation! 

I really hope that I will be able to write and speak auf Deutsch bald. 

Anyway life is simple and quite easy here. (apart from the Deutsch learnen) 

So no worry and be happy. :)

Looking out to the future

Yes - is almost end of 2008. Many ppl said it before - but hey how time flies??
Now is the time for me to look out to the future. To a new beginning yet again, and further away. Planning and more planning - I am looking forward to it!!

All these planning - but do not forget to enjoy NOW.
Merz C - here I come!!

Wishing everyone well ahead to a happy new year 2009!!

I Miss .. I Miss and I Miss

On a Sunday afternoon, I am especially missing my family.
I miss my grandpa!! Here is a pic of him and my sister and my two beloved nieces.

Aren't they gorgeous and cute? I miss them all.

Also this morning, my mum promised to take me to Bah Kut Teh right away once I come back. Thanks Mummy, how nice. :)
I miss the food in M'sia so much. I often thinks how lucky my friends and family in M'sia are. When they crave for some M'sian food, they can easily get it. That is also the convenient that I miss terribly.
(I just came back from a club. It took me an hour to get there and another hour to come back. The traffic here is just horrible!!)

Well, what can I said - when you are far away... that is the opportunity cost to pay.
Aye?

Taj Mahal

How can I forget to blog about my Taj Mahal trip.

I went with two girl friends in Jan 2008.
Only have one comment - is good to see it once, maybe just once will do. :)

Here is a few classics photo - I mean everyone go there to take photo in these two poses. Like me......

My Dumb Dumb Bravo

The other day my dumb dumb bravo - my cat - got shit on her head.
No shit - I mean real bird shit on her head.
The bird just drop by my balcony and there the bird saw my puddy cat - and the bird goes: "oh is that silly cat again .. she has been trying to catch me. Silly cat... ok, here is a little "present" for your persistence effort trying to catch me."

There - "dop" sound like that - a real smelly shit on Bravo's head - right in the middle of her forehead!

Haha - The most hilarious part is the fact that she doesn't mind at all... she look left and right... and no - no problem.
She continued her "wonderful" wandering around the balcony again... can u believe it?

Well at the end - I was the one cleaning her head!

Bravo is so dumb dumb and yet so adorable! "Love u Bravo" no matter how dumb you are.

Here's a pic of my bravo.. cute isn''t she? No - didn't remember to take a photo of her during her "shitty" day. hihi :)